hey all, lol umm yeah this entry is gonna be a serious one cuz i wanna spill all the shit thats building up inside me. So if u dont wanna hear it then leave now...alrighty soo 1st thing thats really pissing me off is well, everyone knows who i like and yeah i started talking to him online n that was a big thing for me then outta no where he blocks me wtf!? ughhh! its not fair n dosent seem real last week totally feels like a nightmare! it seems like im juss waiting for him to sign on but...no! yeah people try to help but no matter what its like not helping...i can't believe this is happening again! yeah so next...ummm ugh ive been doing pretty shitty in school lately...i got a c- on my report card for algebra yeah that sucked...but yeah i dont wanna talk bout that right now. But now things have been going well this week...yesterday anna n i snuck into Amityville Horror...lol it was fun especially with all the guys there we all were cracking up for no reason haha then i looked over at them n they were stairing at us like we were on crack! ((lol janelle)) probally cuz anna was cracking up n when she laughs she sounds like a fricken hyena! lmao! n we played ddr n i got a B on light but at the beach i got an A! cool...yeah so yeah thats been bothering me lately... comment if u wish!?

</3 Melissa

P.S. heres a part of my new fave song....We Belong Together

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

heyy hoebags! lol

ummm friday was sooo awesome! ooh yes i got my backhandspring on the trampolene then i went to open gym with Anna, Sam,and Meagan. So much fun!! haha Anna randomly threw her front tuck on the tramplene. Samantha landed her backhandspring on the floor. Meagan did something on bars that she wasnt able to do before and i did my backhandspring on tramp. till Mr.Shields yelled at me for doing it too much...oops! then i fell on my knee on the tumble track n it hurt sooooo bad i sat out for the last half hour! now theres this big bump...then we stoped at McDonalds after singing in the car on the way there!! haha i think we annoyed annas dad soo much! sorry..lol then we ate mmmmm! soo good n we gossiped and yelled some shit out about sex n stuff and there were these young boyscouts there with thier moms and they were stairing at us! haha it was so great then we left but dont worry we be doing that again real soon! haha saturdayy hmmm lets keep moving on...sunday ahhh! mall with my lova Anna!! haha we saw Murad and anna got a frapachino since he works at starbucks haha! umm then we went to American Eagle and got yelled at for sharing a fitting room...i mean we were trying on jackets...wtf? lol Anna u slutty whore..jeez those shrts u tried on were so damn short! but they were really cute! n yeah i bought a bag. its really cute. Then we went to see Beauty Shop but before that we played DDR. ooh yeah we soo good haha! noo we really need to go again n practice..haha then we got the kids pack for the movie...haha i convinsed her to get one since i havent in like 10 years! lol then there was this really good ddr dude! lol we were like stairing at him for like 5 mins. then we saw the movie...it was okay but i predicted the whole movie correctly! haha im not gonna tell u bout it unless one of u wanna see it..but yeah anyways that was our awesome time on sunday! ooh! plus we got our lolypops! haha...hmmm that was pretty much my weekend my monday was boring i went to the dentist...yucky and before i left Kalpa called me saying there was a raper outside her house in an old guys car it turned out to be her moms driver...lol! smart one! haha well ahhh my show comes on tomorrow! lol yess!!!!!!!! k well thats enough for now! COMMENT!!!!!

x3 Melissa_jane

If u asked how many times u crossed my mind id say once because u never left

SCRAP EVEYTHING I SAID BOUT ANNAS GUY FRIEND!! HES NOT HOT AT ALL ANYMORE!! LOL but he stilll has a 6 pack..

yoooo

wow summers coming soon!! n i need some $$ so yeah i need to find a job but theres not much out there unless i work at like abbs or something...idk. I mean im gonna be away a lot anyway...so yeah idk. Ummmm well im happy to say that McWilliams gave me a B! yay i thought i was getting an F seriously i was like ready to scream when i got my grade cuz i was happy! but i got a C in math which wont go over too well with my dad. Damnnn so yeah if im not online at all for a while starting from this weekend u know why. i could have gotten honor roll but no! ughhh okay so anyways...anna has one hot guy on her hands lol six pack abs baby! haha omg the music dosent work its supposed to be obsession but oh well...ahhh people iming me so yeah...COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!

x3 Melissa_jane

i wonder if he knows that iv'e completly fallen for him...

heyyy

this weekend was awesome...meagan ur partay was so much funnn! haha we went to ruby tuesdays and we had to wait so we took a group photo outside n these guys w/ beers inside took out their camera phones n took a pic...lmao they were old! then we ate n someones sprite spilled n my pants right it the worst place so it looked like i pissed in my pants..lol then we left n hung out n played truth or dare...fun shyt lol. ooh i forgot to say who was there...Janelle, Steph, Amanda M, Amanda B, kalpa, julie, sam, sarah, nicole, nalissa, aleks, me, and of corse meagan!! lol it was funn. ummm saturday i did nothing i was so bored. ummm then today i went to the mall with nicole n then we saw guess who it was funny at times but yeah it was a good movie! then i came home n im downloading songs, talking to kalpa and commenting peoples xangas funnnnnnn. lol okay well thats all for todayyy...

ANNA UR PUPPY IS SO EFFING ADORABLE!!!!

x3 Melissa_jane

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide